Sometimes I wonder if it is me that has chased all that love away?

I was once told to remember the words of Melissa Etheridge, “Keep it Precious”…

I have done that, perhaps too much for anyone to truly bear as I have.

Yet, in the end I am left with these feelings of hurt, and lost for not receiving the same in return…

It has come to the point where I cannot even look at another woman and feel the spark, and desire to move forward and perhaps love another again.

Tears have come and gone, but it has only made me stronger and changed the way I live my life, never to allow another inside my precious soul.

No, I am not embittered, I merely am protecting my soul and saving that space for the one I will always love…. Saphy

Yes, that is the one I hold and want to continuing loving, perhaps till the day I leave this earth…

I know that it is not possible for us to be together again, and I will let her go to live her life and strive for happiness that everyone deserves.