The Outcome... Looking at what I have become makes me question what is in store for me? It appears that loneliness will impede itself into my heart. A void that will stay guarded, because of the fear of letting go once again. To possibly allow someone inside my heart may just destroy what little is left of my ability to even converse with another. Just what have I become? I cannot blame anyone for this pain, for I allowed him and her into my world and to penetrate my soul. This not their fault, it is mine and mine alone. Now I am frigid, withdrawn and untrusting to the fullest extent. Is it possible to repent and allow myself to love someone again? Albeit Man or Woman, I am afraid for I know in my heart there will be no one like them again. Despite the final outcome there is a place within my soul that I carry them in and I do not want to let go of the memories, their faces, their laughter, and their once tender ways. So what exactly have I become? It is within me to find out what I have become. Poem by: Beryl
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